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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
You've changed...Where is the old YOU?
You care no more...and why should I?
I'm so frustrated of the reasons you gave..
Can't you just do something small for me? Can you??
You always say you've did your best..but is it really YOUR very best??
Am i still stupidly hoping to see whether there is lights at the end of a tunnel that i'm heading to? sounds crap huh..
I think it's time to give up and start on with a new life where I can have a little peace and feel the warm around me..I'm just so scared the feeling of coldness and war around me...
I'm sure people around us will know how much i've sacrifice for you..i'm not taking into counts but i'm just so tired of it..you know, days of hardworks need some rest..
I just want you to come back but instead u took my words as tho' I'm bullshiting..fine~ perhaps we're just not meant to be...
I've done enough..I didn't mean to count it with you but you've been too much!
Btw, you always say that I think nonsense..and perhaps, you are the one who thinked nonsense and not me!!.. Why accussing me with things which I didn't think of or do??
Why can't you give me more of your time and love instead of finding faults and quarreling with me?
Who make you changed till like that?
You know, you're more stubborn than me..at least I played my part!!
If you think staying at KL is best for you then why bother coming back to pg right? Just stay there and have a great time..
No one will be there when you regret with your actions~ Always think of the consequences before you did things!
Posted at Wednesday, August 29, 2007 by stepfenny
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Monday, August 13, 2007
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. You know wat..I've just found out sumtin new! hrm..."human just can't accept the facts!" haha..as the saying goes,"People only see what they are prepared to see and listen to what they are prepared to listen!"
We cannot change our past ...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way but have you ever wonder, a person just being truthful and honest came up to u and tell you that u're wrong in doing this...or it might be some unpleasant words like.."u're uglee" Of cuz u'll feel down or upsets with those words but that' s the fact..why don't just accept it and think it in another way..?! [How shud I change or improve on my wrong doings?? =)]
I am convinced that life is 10% what happens and 90% how ones react to it..
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salary increased!
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Posted at Monday, August 13, 2007 by stepfenny
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Why SHOULD i care when you're not meant for me to care of? Do what u feel like doing and bounce off of my world! Piss of !!
Posted at Tuesday, July 24, 2007 by stepfenny
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007
~The Fairy Tale of my Life~
Is it possible to live such a fairy tales life? I shook my head and try to clear my thoughts. Yet I continued to ponder these..Haha! it begins when i got caught up with a sur'priz from ma donky!
I guess my life will be goin "Merry-go-round" with the horsey~Thank you for never giving up on me. I love you baby.
I came across these lines where it sounds like this,
"Disappointments are like road humps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards."
Another saying,
"When someone
hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds
of forgiveness can erase it away but, when someone
does something good for us, we must engrave
it in stone where no wind can ever erase it..."
How true it is I don't know but I still hope for the smooth sailing journey afterall.*smile*
Posted at Tuesday, July 17, 2007 by stepfenny
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Monday, June 25, 2007
Why blame others when we're da causes?Why we never take a second to clear up our mind and think of our own actions?Why keep on blaming others when we're the one dat should be blame on?Why not try to think of what we've did that causes the issue? How many times should a person repeat him/herself in order to get one to listen?
--我虽然不介意你载她。。不过也有一点不爽的感觉。。
唯一我能做的就是安静。。等伫你能改的那一天。。--
Posted at Monday, June 25, 2007 by stepfenny
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
I'm sad to say that 'He' is back to conquer him..
Why did 'He' take him away from me?
For my life was once a peaceful and simple one,now is the other way round..
When will these crapz end?
How I wish 'He' could just disappear forever and never disturb him!!!
Let us alone! and DON'T come back!!!
Posted at Wednesday, June 13, 2007 by stepfenny
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The stupidity of mankind~
Dont always think that problem will solve by themselves...as the saying goes.."time will tell" but in this case, the time wont help you to solve your problems...it's WE who create the problems have to solve it by ourselves...I believe tat every problems has its solution and way out...but its the matter of how we view and how we handle it..
Leaving the problems by its own is like keeping the rubbish at your home...if you din clear and throw it away, the rubbish will flood up ur house and its stink!! Why don't we clear and throw it away and let us have some fresh air around the house?
Sometimes I just don't understand human beings..for those who think it this way must be a person who's afraid of facing the fact..
I don't believe in such bullshitz which is to leave the problems aside and let it disappear by itself...but I do believe by solving them makes a brighter day~ =)
Posted at Wednesday, June 13, 2007 by stepfenny
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Monday, June 11, 2007
June 11 2007
The bloody breast sucker when to his house!
Posted at Monday, June 11, 2007 by stepfenny
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Monday, April 09, 2007
最近我很烦，很不愉快。。
是不是我想太多了?
还是我已经变了?
Posted at Monday, April 09, 2007 by stepfenny
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Friday, January 26, 2007
How I wish I could understand...
I know you changed..not all,but some..
I know you did your best to make me happy in a million ways..
I know sumtimes you just can't control your actions..
I know that things will be better if we work on it..
But..
Why on earth that you haf to broadcast to everyone that you gonna do sumthin?
Why can't you just do for the sake of doin and not for the sake of broadcasting?
Why must you ask when you know you got the ability to find out urself?
Why can't you just stay silent to others and only crap with me?
Why you did those when you don't wish for the returns?
Why can't you control your temper when taking to me?
How would you feel if you were me?
How much pain that resides in me each times when you did those?
How to carry on with these I don't know..
If I did all those things to you as what you did to me then will you be happy?
If you could put a lil' effort in it do you think this would be the results?
If you were to changed for the better..I'll be glad and proud of u..but..
If only you did those just to get a fame then I would rather stay aside
and see how high u cud fly..
Posted at Friday, January 26, 2007 by stepfenny
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Name:Stepfenny
Age:*immortal*
Date of Birth:19th November
Horoscope:Scorpio
Email:vynclare_nie@yahoo.com
Email:stepfenny_nie@hotmail.com
Hometown:The Pearl of Orient
Interest:lazee-ing,sLeepin'....
A Scorpio girl is secretive, mysterious and enigmatic. She is a very focussed person, and once she makes up her mind, there is no stopping her. She is very passionate, and occasionally quite manipulative. As she is given to frequent mood swings, she can be a handful at times. She is a very sensitive person who relies on her intuition to explore the world around her. She enjoys sports, which satisfies her competitive urge. Stubborn and strong-willed, she doesn't believe in half-measures. She is erratic and unpredictable, yet on some days she can be amiable company and on others she jealously guards her privacy. This also applies to her appearance, as at times she won't step out of the house without being well dressed and at other times, she won't bother to comb her hair. School life is unpredictable, and even if she is not a model student, she can achieve her goals by the dint of sheer determination and perseverance.
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